Tuesday 6:30pm-->State of Happiness (from scale of 1-10) :  1

hum.....why do I feel so sad and hopeless?? I swear that since last Thursday after an interview in Loma Linda University, I started to feel this way. They said that their decision may take up to two weeks whether they are going to accept me or not. Every and each minute is soo torturing cuz  I am sitting here waiting for an answer and checking my email like 10 times a day. It's up to a point that I feel hopeless, cuz why are they taking sooo  long? Am I not good enough for their school? For the past few days, I did not feel like doing  anything, and I didn't want to talk to anyone. All i have in my mind is "getting accepted". I think if they reject me and tell me right now, I would not feel so bad. It's just the process of waiting for an answer is driving me nuts. It's not even funny! I hope I get an answer before this Friday, i really really need an answer God so I can make other plans and get on with my life. I want to go to Loma Linda soo bad because I don't want to go to San Francisco.

At this very moment, I feel like I have never been insulted this MUCH in my life!

At this very moment, I feel like I have never been insulted this MUCH in my life!

At this very moment, I feel like I have never been insulted this MUCH in my life!